2017年12月18日 星期一

YOKO - Day 004



宇宙歷 20017 年 12 月 15 日.太陽系 DE1229 

你好,John。

短暫離開太空船,讓自己身處太空的訓練,雖然我在學生時代試過幾次,可是在離開學校之後就再沒有做過了。不過「感覺自己變成透明」這件事情,倒還是會讓我想起當初為何會想成為「星際旅行者」。

從來沒有見過自己親生父母的我,自小就得了一個病 - 就是除了哥哥之外,我無法好好跟其他人溝通。

"People talking without speaking. People hearing without listening."
(沒有交流的對話。沒有咀嚼的聆聽。)

這個病在我內心築起了一幢又高又厚的牆。讓年幼的我完全沒法跟身邊的人一起前進。

幸好,在快要被這個病吞噬之前,我找到了出口,那就是你的旅行記錄。

「成為星際旅行者吧。」

感覺快要變成透明的我聽到自己內心的呼喚。

擁有了目標之後,我不顧一切地努力學習,在高中時已經考得太空船駕駛執照,同時亦學懂了大部份太空求生技能。在不斷向前衝的這段時間,我的病竟然也慢慢地不藥而癒。

終於,在大學畢業的那天,我把一直儲下來的獎學金買了一艘屬於自己的太空船。

「自己為什麼要踏上旅程?
又為了什麼而繼續旅程?」

我沒有細想過這些問題,因為「旅行」已經是曾經迷失的我所找到的答案。亦只有不斷旅行,才能夠讓我踏實地感受到自己正在前進。

下個目的地會是哪裡呢?我期待著翻開旅行記錄的新一頁。

宇宙無邊,生命有限
- Yoko



Space calendar 20017/12/15. Solar system DE1229

Hello, John.

Leave the spaceship for a while and let myself disappear in space — I hadn't had this training since I left school. The feeling of "letting my self disappear" reminded me of the reason why I wanted to become a space traveler. 

I had a sickness that caused me unable to communicate with others normally, expect my brother, and I had never seen my parents. 

"People talking without speaking. People hearing without listening."

I distanced myself from others as I couldn't get along with people around me. 

Luckily, before I was devastated, I found hope - your space journal. 

"Become a space traveler."

The voice inside my heart called at me. 

I studied regardless of cost after I had found my goal, eventually got my spaceship driving license at high school and learned most of the survival skills. While I was rushing towards my target, my condition became better and better. 

Finally on the day of my graduation, I bought myself a spacecraft with my scholarship. 

"Why did I start the journey? What keeps me going?"

I hadn't thought much about these questions, as "journey" was the key to all answers for me who once was lost. I could feel at ease only by traveling constantly. 

Where will be my next destination? I'm looking forward to turn to the next page of my journal. 

Too big the universe, too short to live. 

- Yoko

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Simon & Garfunkel - The Sound of Silence
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zLfCnGVeL4

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